It just keeps getting harder...

For some reason I just can't get the thought out of my head that I've lost something very important to me. I'm pretty sure that it's because I've lost one of my most precious friends over something stupid, and i'm pretty sure (actually extremely sure) that his brother completely hates my guts too!! God, this is just not my summer. Everybody around me tells me that its nothing, and its probably just in my head. I really do want to believe them, but i just can't shake the feeling. But I put on a smile for them and tell them that i'm pefectly fine. After all i don't want to drag anyone down with me. I mean all of my friends and everyone that really does care about me deserves to be happy...even when i'm not. Right now i just don't feel like i deserve to be happy right now. I just hope it passes sometime soon...