UGH!! I'm so confused!!!

I can't stand boys!!! They are so sbsolutely confusing! They do something so absolutely sweet and then turn around and stab you in the back which ruins EVERYTHING!!!! I feel like screaming and tearing my hair out!!!! To many thoughts are going through my head right now it feels like its gonna burst!! Ugh, boys you can't live with them and you can't live without them, what can you do? Oh and if anyone was wondering how the audition went, we got called back were offered a place at the acting academy that was sponsoring the audition! They called easrlier today and said that they loved the fact that we were twins and that they could work with us and make us better actresses which is so cool!!! But heres the thing the class for basic training costs $1900 dolars...each, and we can't afford it right now but we'll see how the call backs go next sunday! Yay i'm so excited!!

Life can be terrifying and exciting...not to mention confusing

Ok, so I just got back from an audition for some acting/modeling agency a few hours ago and...MAN was it freaky. Granted it was my first audition ever, other than school auditions of course, and of course I would be majorly nervous. I think I did ok it was a little easier when they figured out that me and my sister were twins and insisted that we audition together cause we're just "so cute!" Haha it was funny. I'm in a better mood today, still a little sad, but better. I got an e-mail from my teacher today I gotta say that helped. And I got to see my, the one thats moving, and i'll see him one more time on monday, the day before hes actually leaving for good. As for the other ex-friend of mine, I'm more confused than ever with him. At the going away party last night for my friend i could have sworn that nothing had ever happened between us... I mean I wanted time apart, and I didn't mean 2 days, I wanted longer!! But....grrr... he has to find ways to bend the rules doesn't he?? Well we haven't talked at all since so maybe I'll still get my time.

Tears and regret

I can't believe it... It's the day after the end of the school year and its just now hitting me that everything is changing. The teacher that has absolutely inspired me in every aspect of my life is leaving and i'll never get to see her again(atleast thats what it feels like)!! And theres a guy in my class that I was just really getting to know and hes moving to michigan on tuesday and hes having a party tonight and thats gonna make me cry even harder then i am now!!! I mean i just got to know him!!!!! To top this all off I've just ended a friendship with one of my bestest bestest guy friends ever...I never thought I would have to do that in a million years! But we weren't getting along and and everything was going so wrong with our relationship... I mean we yelled at eachother more than actually acting civil towards eachother. We were both at our wits end with eachother and I honestly think that it was best for us to go our seperate ways for a while... I don't want him and I to not be friends forever but if that happens then... I guess we weren't meant to be friends then. Everyone goes their seperate ways eventually right?? Heres a qoute for anyone whos reading and needs something to live by...
"Say what you mean and mean what you say because the people that mind don't matter and the people that matter don't mind."